No
I'm not sure
What the meaning of life is
Or
The speed of love
What about the size of your heart
But would it matter
Next to the size of your brain
What's the price on your prespective
How willing are you
To fufill your desire?
It came back
The pain
the claws ripping apart
My sanity
My insides
My mind
Your not understanding
I want it to
STOP
To go away
Never come back
Leave me the fuck alone
I can't describe it
The consistent fear
The constant itch in my mind
My knowledge
And this show I'm putting on
I just want to tell someone
Tell one person
EVERYTHING
TO explain that
If I told them
This itch would go away
Poetry?
Love?
Friends?
Just distract this pain
Oh no...
When I'm alone
With time to think
It hits and festers
This Great Wall by Idioms-and-Oxymoron, literature
Literature
This Great Wall
Stop it
Stop your heart from beating like that
Stop the hurt
Stop the pain
Keep your head from playin' that game
Stop the rush
Stop the crave
Stop it
I know you can
Don't feel it
And build a wall
Around your heart
Superman Don't Care by Idioms-and-Oxymoron, literature
Literature
Superman Don't Care
Write your feelings away
Superman don't care
Superman is kickin' back
With a pizza and some beer
Jot down your heart
Spill your guts
Write it all down
The rush
Spill it all
The fear
Jot it down
Your stories
Role, Role Models by Idioms-and-Oxymoron, literature
Literature
Role, Role Models
Rob banks
Do drugs
Kill
Lie
And cheat
C'mon grow up to be
Just like me
Break your heart
And cut my skin
Burn away the thoughts
Grow up to be
Just
Like
Me
Eating away at me
This unexplainable rage
Living in a corner of me
Me and my soul hiding
Fearless cowards we are
Not afraid of anything we boast
But to scared to see the truth
This is where my rage sits
In a truthful corner
Of a decaying soul
Stopping, Keeping Me by Idioms-and-Oxymoron, literature
Literature
Stopping, Keeping Me
Will i ever stop caring
Or loving you?
Will I ever stop hurting
Or remembering you?
Will I ever know
Or love
Or concieve my fate?
Questions oh
Questions
Hang on fairy tales painted pink
Answers oh
Answers
Drags me down further
What do you want
And demand
What do you feel
But can't keep
What do you desire
But can't obtain
No
I'm not sure
What the meaning of life is
Or
The speed of love
What about the size of your heart
But would it matter
Next to the size of your brain
What's the price on your prespective
How willing are you
To fufill your desire?
It came back
The pain
the claws ripping apart
My sanity
My insides
My mind
Your not understanding
I want it to
STOP
To go away
Never come back
Leave me the fuck alone
I can't describe it
The consistent fear
The constant itch in my mind
My knowledge
And this show I'm putting on
I just want to tell someone
Tell one person
EVERYTHING
TO explain that
If I told them
This itch would go away
Poetry?
Love?
Friends?
Just distract this pain
Oh no...
When I'm alone
With time to think
It hits and festers
This Great Wall by Idioms-and-Oxymoron, literature
Literature
This Great Wall
Stop it
Stop your heart from beating like that
Stop the hurt
Stop the pain
Keep your head from playin' that game
Stop the rush
Stop the crave
Stop it
I know you can
Don't feel it
And build a wall
Around your heart
Superman Don't Care by Idioms-and-Oxymoron, literature
Literature
Superman Don't Care
Write your feelings away
Superman don't care
Superman is kickin' back
With a pizza and some beer
Jot down your heart
Spill your guts
Write it all down
The rush
Spill it all
The fear
Jot it down
Your stories
Role, Role Models by Idioms-and-Oxymoron, literature
Literature
Role, Role Models
Rob banks
Do drugs
Kill
Lie
And cheat
C'mon grow up to be
Just like me
Break your heart
And cut my skin
Burn away the thoughts
Grow up to be
Just
Like
Me
Eating away at me
This unexplainable rage
Living in a corner of me
Me and my soul hiding
Fearless cowards we are
Not afraid of anything we boast
But to scared to see the truth
This is where my rage sits
In a truthful corner
Of a decaying soul
I count to ten before I leave
1...I still wanna hate you
2,3, I still wanna leave
4, Searching for that door
5, Then I look into your eyes
6, take a deep breath
7, take a step back
8, i don't know why we even started this fight
by the time I get to 10,
I'm back in your arms again.
I hide my pain
I smile
Like nothing's wrong
To make them happy
I cover it up
I laugh and joke
While everything falls apart
Shattering my heart
I can't hold it in any longer
You're the sex to my slave,
I'm the arrow for your stave,
You're the wings to my flight,
I'm the day to your night.
I'm the yes you're the no,
You're the stop I'm the go,
I'm the fight you're the flee,
You're the love I can't foresee.
You're the brains I'm the brawn,
You're the deer I'm the faun,
I'm the one that stole your heart,
And you're the one who made mine start.
Plucking, yanking, scalping, gouging.
There goes your hair, followed by your eyes.
Ripping, shredding, pulling, tearing.
I clutch chunks of crimson muscle of considerable size.
Stabbing, jabbing, puncture, cutting.
Scissors plunge in your arm, life juices flowing.
Grazing, shaving, peeling, skinning.
Exposing red flesh, the sanguine puddle growing.
Slices, slashes, lacerations, slits.
Blood drips down, pretty patterns swirling.
Hacking, gashing, cleaving, chopping.
I ordered brain, lightly scrambled, let's get stirring.
There's blood on my hands
it used to be in you.
This is my treatment
You insisted I be myself around you.
It came back
The pain
the claws ripping apart
My sanity
My insides
My mind
Your not understanding
I want it to
STOP
To go away
Never come back
Leave me the fuck alone
I can't describe it
The consistent fear
The constant itch in my mind
My knowledge
And this show I'm putting on
I just want to tell someone
Tell one person
EVERYTHING
TO explain that
If I told them
This itch would go away
Poetry?
Love?
Friends?
Just distract this pain
Oh no...
When I'm alone
With time to think
It hits and festers
An extreme batman and math nerd T_T it's pathetic Has no athletic ability whatsoever other than Dance and karate I hate judgemental people But love I those chill ones :) Poetry and random facts are what I love I don't believe in love, yet I've had several boyfriends, yeah figure that out
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I dumped my boyfriend for him. A boyfriend I saw every day, laughed with, and he cared about me. It was perfect. Then a boy two years older, he was sober, straight edge, funny, and affectionate. Nothing like my current boyfriend. I feel a bit to hard. He begged me to dump my current boyfriend. It was easy. My boyfriend was always high/drunk, always wanted to hang out and was way to over protective, but this other boy he was perfect. He got straight A's, quit smoking pot a long time ago, and was on a basketball team. He was charming. He was nice. Nicest guy I've ever met. And I don't usually fall for the nice ones.
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